Monday, November 30, 2009

Looking toward for:

-Anita visiting! (21 days tomorrow!)
-Christmas
-Going to Forks!!!
-Seeing my brother, we might fight a lot but I love him and miss him sooooooooo much!

Sooooooo excited! (:

Things have been going great lately. Tomorrow is December and Seattle still doesn't have any snow... what's going on?!?!
I would like to have snow fights while Anita's visiting.... SO HURRY UP SNOW! Some reasons why I love winter: Get to dress up all cozy & warm, snow (duh), hand warms, snow days (which means less school woo!)

So today, me and my stepdad picked up my stepsister from her mom's house and we were talking about driver's ed for her on the way home...
Since I turned 15 this summer, I will be starting driver's ed with my stepsister in January! I'm sooo excited and I just want to get the whole driving test over, because honestly I am so nervous. I will be learning stick-shift which is also very excited because I always wanted to learn.

My Thanksgiving was good. Only one thing bummed me out which was my parents didn't get to eat together because my stepdad was working when my mom was at home with us, and when my stepdad was home my mom was working.. But it all adds up to them getting a vacation break when my stepsister is visiting in two weeks.

I saw a couple of movies over my Thanksgiving break.

-I Love You Beth Cooper: It was okay, not the best.
-G.I. Joe: I absolutely loved it! Action packed movies are my all time favorite :)
-Four Christmases: Funny movie, Reese Witherspoon & Vince Vaughn play very good in it.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Oh MY!

Dork is Me Pictures, Images and Photos

He is my favorite :)

NEW MOON was amazing! Except when my mom, my stepsister, and I got into the theater; IT WAS PACKED! My mom sat alone, and my stepsister and I sat in the front row. Ever since we saw the movie, I can't lift my neck very high because IT HURTS REALLY BAD! I mean I had my neck up for 2 hours... can you believe that?!

C A N N O T wait for Thanksgiving! Even though my mom will be home in the morning and my stepdad will be at work, and then my mom goes to work and my stepdads comes home then... So my parents won't be eating together for Thanksgiving WHICH SUCKS because Thanskgiving is my favorite holiday (:

27 MORE DAYS TILL MY STEPSISTER COMES :D wooooohooooo

I'm a happy camper!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Livin' Life

I love everything that has been happening lately! I CANNOT wait until my stepsister, her son, and her boyfriend come visit! Then, also my brother might be home for Thanksgiving, and is going to move in with us again since he is finished with his Seamanship School in Oregon! Can't wait to have a whole bunch of people be in our little apartment, for a week!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Eh

My throat hurts really bad right now :/

I've been very very confused lately, and I can't seem to distract myself from all the problems. Me and the boy broke up on Sunday. I actually have been waiting for this much freedom in a very long time, but I miss everything. After what has been happening lately, my stepsister and friend showed me that everything does happen for a reason (for good or worse) it's still going to help you through life. I noticed that me and this boy's love is like a pizza with too much cheese, a cupcake with too many sprinkles, too many fish in the sea. This might be hard, but I'm happy; I guess.

Life is like a maze. You have to work your way through it slow, and steady. If you make a wrong turn then you'll screw up, yeah; but when you get back on track, you always seem to manage. My life is in the part where I get lost, and I don't know where to go...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Sorry!

I haven't been posting posts in a while, but I made time for that tonight!

This weekend was very fun! I was supposed to go to Michelle's Mom's house, but since I had sucha bad week; Michelle thought it would be better if I started hanging out with my cousin more often and maybe spend the night over at her house. So, I did. I also got some time in to play with my nephew. :) I got home from her house like 20 minutes ago and I already miss them two! Gosh, I didn't do any of my homework that's done tomorrow, oh well haha! I hope this upcoming week is better than last week :]

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Like A Miracle!

Me and the boy worked things out <3

Anyways, I'm really looking forward to snow! I love dressing up all cozy and warm. Everywhere I walk, you can see ugg boot prints in the snow. Can't forget drinking warm eggnog mmm :)

Can't wait for my favorite holiday of the year which would be Thanksgiving. It's the only holiday where you can actually get fat. Anita (stepsister), her boyfriend, and son are coming up for Christmas and were going to Forks where Twilight was filmed. Were huuuuge Twilight fans! Anyways I'm very excited for all of that!

I really want to get my monroe done, but my mother would murder me... Speaking of piercings; Michelle (stepsister) and I are going to be getting matching hip piercings for my 18th birthday.

-kv

ugh...

Lately, I've been feeling down. Don't you hate it when your trying to get your mind off something, and everything you do just gets you back to thinking about that specific thing that bugs you so much that you just want to punch someone? Well... I've been feeling like that ever since Tuesday.

This whole thing is about a boy... A boy that I gave my whole heart out to. My parents don't approve of him, so we kept our relationship a secret. After dating for a year and one month, he started thinking about taking a break. A 3 year break until I'm 18, after I'm done with school and hopefully moved out. We made it official on Tuesday that this break was going to take place on that Tuesday. I really don't feel good about this. I hate having to think about it. I get so mad that sometimes I just want to let go of everything and give up.

I asked him if he'd get with other girls and he said that he can't say that he won't be. That's going to be a really hard thing to deal with, especially when I'm at home and he might be laying over another girl.

It's become so different and awkward between us now. I don't know what to think or say. I hate having to try to be in a good mood, then still have it weird between us. I like change, but in this situation I hate it.

From now on, I'm just going to look forward to the good things and that we might make it through this and still love each other. I hope he still does now.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I hate change...

but sometimes it's for the best.

Beef Cake Pantyhose

My everyday life consists of going to school, homework club on Tuesdays and Thursdays, being with Michelle, texting Daniel, playing cooking games, taking 15 minute showers, trying to be a good student; good sister; good daughter; good girlfriend, lying for the love of my life. I wish I had more time; I don’t want to grow up yet. (Just like Peter Pan!)

Your Eyes Are Haunting Me

baby :)

I can't seem to go through my day without thinking of you. I have fallen for you, hard.
Your in my head, my heart, my soul, and the air I breathe. No one can replace you, there's no one I'd rather be with. You're the one for me, your face - the sweetest thing I've ever seen. You've got the love I like. You are the dream I'll remember over and over again. My heart is in your hands. I love you to the moon and back.